You know what I miss the most?

I miss sitting and watching Disney movies or the Simpsons with you…

I miss our wars of shooting each other with Nerf guns…

I miss sitting next to you, eating dinner together while we watched Impractical Jokers…

I miss playing Game Pigeon with you and messing with each other when one of us would win…

I miss you sitting next to me in the car on our way to Chili’s and listening to you talk about what new Star Wars show is coming out…and you keep talking long after that lol

I miss you not being here to find out what Baby Yoda’s actual name is…

I miss that handsome face when mommy combs your hair and how handsome you look…

I miss your morning Snapchat pics…

I miss the sound of your voice, telling me new jokes you learned…

I miss the sight of seeing you, Jordan, and James together…

I miss watching you talk to Alyssa at bowling and seeing how happy she made you…

I miss watching you become a prom king with Alyssa by your side…

I miss our trips to Disney World and playing games with you in the car…

I miss how excited you’d get when you got to meet the characters and then froze when you met the scary ones (like Darth Vader and Kyle Ren) lol…

I miss going swimming with you and you clinging to my back when the water got too deep…

I miss your positive attitude, no matter what life threw at you…

I miss your laughter, wit, and cheesy sense of humor…

I miss the fun we had together…

I miss your innocence and pure heart…

I miss your hugs…

I miss getting to tell you that I love you…

But most of all….

I just miss you, Randy….