I wish you were here so you can feel all the love we have for you. I miss you so much. I miss all the bowling, dances, and parties we used to attend. I miss everything about you. I wish I could hear one of your crazy stories or tell me what you colored today. I talk about you a lot and some of the crazy things you’d do or say. Other times I just cry because I miss you so much. I know you never liked anyone being sad but the emptiness you left behind is life shattering.
I hung some pictures of the three of you at work and it just makes me so sad that you’re not here. Some were Disney and I know how much you loved it. I loved all three of you together. I really miss that. I miss the completeness our family felt. Now it feels very hollow and empty. I wish we could just celebrate your life but there is a lot of the times its just so hard to deal with the emptiness you left behind. I miss this kind of silliness and family.
I miss you all the time Randy some days are just very hard and sometimes I can laugh about all the silly stuff. I miss you greatly and love you always and forever.
For the love of Randy... 